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ANY RELATIONSHIP UPDATES?

CANARY THINKS KIT IS A LOSER THE END

But no there have been some significant updates, if somewhat outwardly subtle now. I've probably said stuff before about how Canary looks up to Kit, though while she loves all of Coral, in some ways she depends on him more than the others. She's gotten a lot closer to Kit since Lizard was booked, and while she still has times where she feels like she doesn't want to tell him things, he's generally who she goes to when there's something she needs to talk about or needs help with.

Or at least, that was how it was until Jabberquest. There were about three things about Kit dying that messed Canary up: 1. It was the first time she'd seen a teammate die, 2. It was Kit who was doing the dying, who as I said before he's something of a pillar for her and she had told him earlier in the game she would support him (which she wanted to do because she felt like he always supported her), and 3. she was counting on the fact that her healing would be returned after the game, and when it wasn't, there was that awful moment of he's still alive but he's going to die now because you couldn't save him. It was pretty devastating for her, which she unfortunately reacted to by going numb and then running on autopilot for most of the night after that.

There was other stuff after that which led to her feeling even worse about herself, but as far as Kit goes, she's now a lot more hesitant to ask his help or depend on him too much. The fact that he was able to get right back up and move on, along with not being able to save him, left her struggling with feelings of weakness and the desire to be stronger so that something like this will never happen again, or at the very least, she wouldn't feel this way again. Basically, she wanted to be more like Kit in the way he can pokerface his badfeels away.

She had a talk with Lloyd in Camelot though where she talked about how she felt and he made her a little more willing to express her feelings instead of running from them, so now she can at least talk to Kit again without feeling like she's trying to hide something- and she kind of wants him to express himself more, too. But she does still feel like she should depend on him less and stay out of his way because he's clearly stronger than her and therefore worth more (which had to do with why she initially wandered off on her own at the start of Mouse's heart).

REVERSE??

NO CANARY NO YOU ARE NOT WEAK 8(

Most of Kit's general Canary feelings have stayed the same. He still respects her and her desire to help carry burdens, and he respects her ability to stand up to him and Shark about that. He respects her ability to make choices! And as much as he wants to protect her, he recognizes in her a desire to protect others herself, and he doesn't want to take that ability away from her. Pandora's game, and the Gingerbread Witch game, where he stepped aside and let her take some of the hits is pretty indicative of this. He thinks she's strong, and he admires her for it.

He does, however, think she's awfully hard on herself sometimes :( Like he doesn't know about all of her internal feelings related to his Jabberquest death obviously, but if he did he'd just be like NO CANARY NO YOU ARE STRONG I AM THE WEAK ONE WHO RUNS FROM EVERYTHING DON'T TAKE GETTING UPSET OVER SOMETHING LIKE THAT AS A SIGN OF WEAKNESS ,-, He has noticed that she seems a little more distant than she was before the game, which does make him :( but it isn't to a point where he feels like he has to ask her about it yet. He might if it does get to that point, but for now, he's doing his best to support her and be her friend like he usually does.

Canary's thoughts on Mouse's heart?

I did my best to tell her you're a total wuss Kit

/ATTEMPTED HELPER!

IT'S TRUE I CAN BE A TOTAL WUSS SOMETIMES I just hate crying crying is gross 8(

Canary was a little worried going into Mouse's heart, since she doesn't know a lot about him but she gets the impression that he hasn't had a great past and she didn't want to accidentally mess anything up. And while some of that bad stuff was evident going through his heart, there were good things too and the fact that they were able to just sort of move through it but not break or change too much was a relief. Finding out that his true heart was so flowery and cozy and coral was really nice too, and now she wants to get to know him (and Dandelion too) better outside of his heart ~~though I never tagged endgame I SHOULD REALLY DO THAT~~

How is Kit's pokerface holding up since Canary and Shark put some cracks in it? A general update on how he's developed since the changes made in his heart game works too.

It's holding up decently, but in a way that lets him actually release feelings, which wasn't how it was before. It's because of those cracks that he was able to open up to Mouse about dying and to Aoko about being uncertain over the Jabberwock :|a So he's not... completely open (I don't think he can be because poker facing is such an essential part of his coping process, he wouldn't be able to function at all without it), but he's healthy enough that the cracks allow things through that the mask wouldn't allow through before.

Do you have any dream amnesia names for Shinichi :D

COOL KID- okay no idk. I haven't really thought much about it, though I'm sure he'll have one since he'll be iffy about sharing too much info about himself until he remembers more (...though remembering more might just make him even MORE dodgy). OH THOUGH I DO KIND OF WISH HE COULD BE 'TANTEI' b-but that isn't really plausible, sadly. :'| I'll probably just see if his teammates have anything to suggest and go from there.

Exactly how much does Kit know about Conan/Shinichi at this point?

ABOUT THE SAME AS HE KNOWS IN CANON. Conan = Shinichi, he's a detective, he's gotten the best of Kaito a few times, but they're rivals with tons of begrudging respect between them... he doesn't know anything about the organization or how/why Shinichi is stuck in the body of an eight-year-old, so that'll be fun to play out if he ever figures it out |Da

when Shinichi remembers Ran and finds out she's in the book how will he react...

Since most of his memories involve Ran in some form or another he'll definitely remember her from the start, buuut the whole 'oh i'm also in love with her' thing might not come til a little later (but probably within his first few memories, really. BOY IS WHIPPED). So if he finds out she's in the book before that, then he'll sadface a bit but mostly in the sense that gosh if only she weren't stuck in there I could glean more info about tiny me from her :|!!!

If he DOES properly remember his teenage boy feelings for her before that, then he'll be extra sadface and possibly interrogate some Personae on the chances of getting someone out of the book. (and possibly do something appropriately dramatic but unnecessary like ask to see the book personally then go 'Wait for me, Ran' or something while no one is looking. BUT DETAILS.)

I know Kit will outwardly pokerface and be a troll to him when he arrives, but how will Kit internally react to Shinichi showing up?

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