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heavens_mirror) wrote2013-01-18 07:09 pm
heavens_mirror) wrote2013-01-18 07:09 pm
[AATHER] Canary's Diary
Canary keeps a diary under her bed. It looks like this.
I don't remember if I've ever kept a diary before, and I can't say I know for certain why I'm starting one now. Maybe I just want to record my experiences and memories here, in case I ever lose them the way I lost my memories of my life before coming here.
I'm not sure what day it is, or if days even work the same way here that they do in my world. So I'll start counting from today.
Day 1 (203)
After last night's game, it's very hard to move. I feel so weak and tired... it was never this draining to heal in my memories, so it must be because of this world. As much as I hate to think I have to be sparing with my healing magic, I'll have to be more careful in the future.
I'm glad everyone is safe, though I think we were all affected in our own way by that game. I've been helping Nightingale to decorate the house with flowers, and though it's tiring to stand up for very long I'm glad to do it. Maybe it will help ease everyone's hearts. Though I couldn't remember how to make a flower wreath until she showed me how, and even then it felt more difficult than it should be.
Even writing this is beginning to tire me, so I'll end this entry here and rest.
Day 2 (204)
It's a beautiful day out today. I missed another game, but Lloyd says it wasn't a bad one, so that's good. Some lovely grassy hills have appeared. I went to take a walk in them this morning, but I'm still very tired so I wasn't able to walk for very long. I've been getting dizzy spells too, though I've been getting those since before last night's game. Maybe I should eat more?
Day 3 (205)
I took another memory today. Lizard was right.I'm scared I'm not sure what to do. I can't imagine telling anyone something like this. How do you tell someone you're dying? My team worries about me enough, what if they treat me differently knowing that I'm ill? Maybe a Persona could help me? But what happens to my magic if my illness is cured? I don't fully understand everything yet. Maybe if I just wait for more memories, I'll learn more. Maybe I found a cure and haven't remember it yet. Maybe...
But even if I am dying, I'm glad that I feel the same way in my memories as I do here. That feeling of wanting to live my life to the fullest, by doing whatever I can to help people. If I focus on that,
[the entry ends there, and the rest of the page is blank]
Day 9 (211)
I know I haven't written in here for a few days, but something extraordinary happened today! A number of us- Heroes, that is- went through a strange portal that took us to another world. Perhaps portal isn't entirely accurate, it looked more like a huge rip, a tear in the very fabric of existence. I don't know what caused it, but the world on the other side was... desolate. It had been taken by the darkness, and that was all that was left. Darkness and death.
We met something there. I think it was some being of the Darkness. I admit that I was very frightened by it at first. I couldn't help but think, that world was dead. If this was the thing that had caused it, what were we next to an entire world?
But everyone was so brave, and my team made sure I wasn't alone. We defeated it, together. By the end, I wasn't afraid anymore.
When it was over, it rained. Rain can wash away the decay of what was left behind, and give life to something new. Perhaps that world will live again, one day. Death doesn't have to be the end.
I don't remember if I've ever kept a diary before, and I can't say I know for certain why I'm starting one now. Maybe I just want to record my experiences and memories here, in case I ever lose them the way I lost my memories of my life before coming here.
I'm not sure what day it is, or if days even work the same way here that they do in my world. So I'll start counting from today.
Day 1 (203)
After last night's game, it's very hard to move. I feel so weak and tired... it was never this draining to heal in my memories, so it must be because of this world. As much as I hate to think I have to be sparing with my healing magic, I'll have to be more careful in the future.
I'm glad everyone is safe, though I think we were all affected in our own way by that game. I've been helping Nightingale to decorate the house with flowers, and though it's tiring to stand up for very long I'm glad to do it. Maybe it will help ease everyone's hearts. Though I couldn't remember how to make a flower wreath until she showed me how, and even then it felt more difficult than it should be.
Even writing this is beginning to tire me, so I'll end this entry here and rest.
Day 2 (204)
It's a beautiful day out today. I missed another game, but Lloyd says it wasn't a bad one, so that's good. Some lovely grassy hills have appeared. I went to take a walk in them this morning, but I'm still very tired so I wasn't able to walk for very long. I've been getting dizzy spells too, though I've been getting those since before last night's game. Maybe I should eat more?
Day 3 (205)
I took another memory today. Lizard was right.
But even if I am dying, I'm glad that I feel the same way in my memories as I do here. That feeling of wanting to live my life to the fullest, by doing whatever I can to help people. If I focus on that,
[the entry ends there, and the rest of the page is blank]
Day 9 (211)
I know I haven't written in here for a few days, but something extraordinary happened today! A number of us- Heroes, that is- went through a strange portal that took us to another world. Perhaps portal isn't entirely accurate, it looked more like a huge rip, a tear in the very fabric of existence. I don't know what caused it, but the world on the other side was... desolate. It had been taken by the darkness, and that was all that was left. Darkness and death.
We met something there. I think it was some being of the Darkness. I admit that I was very frightened by it at first. I couldn't help but think, that world was dead. If this was the thing that had caused it, what were we next to an entire world?
But everyone was so brave, and my team made sure I wasn't alone. We defeated it, together. By the end, I wasn't afraid anymore.
When it was over, it rained. Rain can wash away the decay of what was left behind, and give life to something new. Perhaps that world will live again, one day. Death doesn't have to be the end.